Okay, so today’s generation is absolutely not the type of two genders anymore. They are this so called “Girl-Boy-Bakla-Tomboy” ummm- that’s a bit harsh word for me to use so let me rephrase it “Third sexuality”. I really don’t know yet what am I- haha! But to be honest it’s hard to say it that I am a Gurl, see? I can’t even spell it correctly that I am a gurl-gal-feMALE. Okay so this is enough I am a Lesbi—- hah! I don’t what to continue that either’ because I’m not a les-les… For real guys, I don’t know what to type on this piece of paper that will surely be thrown-burn-decay somewhere. So let’s go back where I start thinking what am I. This is just a simple story way back when I was in my elementary days until now.
October to be exact year 2003, the month of camping for girls scout and boys scout. I was then the most naive in our batch, they even tell this line that I can never forget. “That girl is gullible!” -okay let’s get back. I was young at that age that I should be in-crush with someone but odds are not in my favor, their’s no good looking guys out there. Insted a nice-pretty-good-looking girl that I spotted. Well, we did a nice relationship as friends till we graduate. Oh I forgot to tell, that girl’s name is Rish she’s not form our school-well it’s just an couple of minutes so we can see each others. And I like Rish more than a friend and she knew it but it didn’t effect our friendship. So? You have an idea what gender I am?
Secondary level, Rish and I have to say good byes because she went to Florida. I don’t have someone back then- that I became to play more offen along with boys. Until I became attached with my game that leads me to play for Ilocos Norte Athletic Association. And tnat was the day I meet him-oh? Twistted already right? Haha my gender is a total gay I mean it’s ALIENATION! This guy is amazing! He’s so manly that many girls will fall and count boys with that. But this guy’s so sensitive that he always wasches his face with “pounds total white” he’s different to all the boys that I meet. We became best pal-bro-sis-and yeah we have that kind of relationship the girl-boy relationship. And we end it without saying goodbyes until now we haven’t spoken yet.
College level, well I’m not into girls niether boys. It’s just that I don’t have time wasting money for loading you know what I mean right? So what is Jelo’s gender- ammm’ jelo’s my nickname if ever you don’t get it. I am unpredictable girl and it’s kinda cool for me! My friends always tell me that and I believe them. Haha!
What I think of my own sexual orientation? As what everybody tell’s wonderful! I don’t care what they’re saying behind my back. As long as what I what to is what I do- that was my cousine Philip told me before leaving High school “Be true be you”. It’s who I am right? Though my parents are not on my side being like this, but what if this- u know what I mean “the unpredictable of my self” they always ask me if I have any of girlfriend or boyfriend. Honestly? I’m their daugther shouln’t they be the one to know what I am? The way l ack with things that a girls hould do or a biy does? I’ve always had been enough with their blah-blah-blah! What I react with my own sexual? I DON’T CARE!
Given that, what do you think of other’s views on sexuality? Well, before I care a lot because everybody’s wrong for this third gender but now? I’ve been thinking a lot, now that same sex-gender can get marry.
It doesn’t matter if youre a girl, a boy, or with the third gender as long as your not a crocodile! (Thanks for reading even tough I waste you’re time-sorry!)